If you think there is something wrong with you
If you believe every thought you have and it’s driving you crazy
You do not have to suffer one more day.
YOU can master your mind with presence.
Keala Rafana
If you keep running into the same patterns.
If you are questioning ideological dogma like culture, religion, or institutions
If you have worked with plant medicine and need support to integrate the experience
You’re In The Right Place

Integrative Healing through

Music, Community, Ceremony, and Presence

We Are A Couple (Plus One) And A Community

We are Ena and Howard and we utilize music, ceremony, and presence, within community, to help you master the moment and remember who you are. For the past 20 years we have been making music and facilitating transpersonal transformational retreats and workshops for an international community.

After hundreds of experiences and thousands of conversations with participants we have magnificent tools you can easily master. Awaken to your purpose and truth: Let go of your mental suffering and remember the radiant being that you are, to bring that radiance to life.

We are here to guide you to let go of your attachment to your thinking, your stories, or your past. And we will help you master the tools to free yourself from mental suffering.

Master your mind and discover your authentic self.

We are here to dismantle our suffering.

We were born a pure emanation of source energy – divinity. Our birth was our initial separation from divinity. Then we were told that divinity was outside of us and we needed an ideology to connect to it. 

We were not seen, validated, or acknowledged for who we are. We got the message we were unacceptable as is. In order to have our needs met we created false selves to hide behind called the ego. This fit what our family and culture wanted of us, but we were handed a role that was not made for us. As a result we face all kinds of addictions, repeating patterns of self sabotaging behavior, and limiting beliefs.

We have forgotten who we are.

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“You are a divine being. You matter, you count. You come from realms of unimaginable power and light, and you will return to those realms.”

– Terence McKenna

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